I was looking at the menu like a Gilmore in a coffee shop. I needed to breathe. Don’t get me wrong, the holidays are magical and wonderful and all that nonsense, but after two weeks of 10 year old boy jokes (made up on the spot, mind you), a gushing forehead that warranted an ER visit (on Christmas Day, no less), the shrill sounds of canines breaking through the gums, and a daughter who must tell me ALL the goings-on of her hithering, thithering thoughts whilst losing her place and starting over about one hundred skillion times (Worn out from that sentence? So you’re starting to understand.) I just wanted must-have-or-I’ll-be-on-the-news, a break.
So I took a lunch. With books in tow I sat down and ordered a beer and a salad. The beer because duh and the salad, well, to offset the beer.
He took my order and I noticed how lightly blonde his beard seemed. Tattoos crept out the bottom of his t-shirt sleeve and his eyes held a peace that instantly made me think, “I bet he has a faith.” When our culture of disarray grows large and overwhelming, quiet courage speaks louder and usually comes from Someone else.
He set the Blue Moon with a crescent orange hanging off the side all drippy and delicious next to me.
“What book are you reading?” he asked.
“Oh. The Bible.”
“Yeah, but what book?”
Oh…
He told me about his brother going into missions and how rigorous the studying could be. I related it to my days of Bible college. He mentioned his dad was a pastor nearby. I told him where we met our Sunday family. It was simple. Nothing notable really, except that there’s sometimes a quick connection when you live for the same Things.
My husband was in the area and decided to join me with a Coors Light, ew. I scribbled over our family calendar and our new friend served us well.
“He’s just the nicest guy.”
“He is.”
I never got his name until a week ago when a neighbor posted on Facebook that a local pastor’s son was in the fight for his life. My fingers frantically typed under the picture.
“Is he the one in the red shirt?”
Josh Miller. Pastor’s son. Waiter. Tattooed lover of Christ. Friend.
I’ve been following their story the way I’m following the push of the Spirit to ask you, sweet reader, to pray. Josh ended up with an infection on his brain. After not responding well one evening he was rushed into emergency surgery. He only has discovered his situation in the last several days, began speaking for the first time yesterday, and is trying with all his might to use the right side of his body. This morning’s post revealed the sad news that the infection is still present and he has 24 hours for us to fall on our knees before they open his skull another time.
I’ve been waiting. Waiting for the worst. I know heartbreak and sad endings and loss of hope. But I also know restoration. What I don’t know is how His story will intertwine with Josh’s, I just know that it will.
Keep fighting, dear Josh. He’s in your corner, and so are we.
If you’d like to follow along with me you can at: caringbridge.org/visit/joshmiller34
He’s the one with the beard.